There is a place inside of me I do not let anyone into. A place only I have the key and know where the threshold is. There are those that do not even know this place exists. I barely do, if for moments I forget this place inside. I never forget for long though. It is in this place that all my creations are born. It is in this way that I am able to communicate to the outside world that there is something going on on a deeper level. There are images in here...there are pictures....there are feelings....that all scream to be let out and the only way to let them out is to give them a form. So I create. I made dolls. I made wreaths. I made mobiles. I made and made and made. I crossstitched...I photographed....I wrote.....I wrote and wrote and wrote.
This place is never ending. It is a home away from home. I guess having visited it so often and being the age that I am I will always go there. If I even think of shutting down I feel a piece of me die. I guess I have a gift in this place. I have a kindred there....even if this kindred can never really speak to me on a human level....I feel its presence. And when I am creating it is as though I am one with this feeling. This place has been in me since I was a little girl. It is this that has separated me from other people.
I seek to be united with the world now. My way to do so is through my art. When I have shown finished pieces they are loved. Of course, and why not? When so much love goes into a creation it is bound to be loved in return. This place I seek refuge in is full of love. It is my perfect secret garden. Whatever emotion whatever expression I seek it is there....I only have to look within and go.
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